1. 1 year ago 

    Where is home?

    I have been considering my options over the last few days. My lease is up on my apartment in less than 2 months, and as of now, the only place I have to go is back to my mom’s house. My mom is considering moving out, so it will just be my brother and I. This will be a blast because I will have a yard with a pond, and I may actually be able to get a dog. The only thing that saddens me is that I will be moving away from my friends, and I have a lot of friends where I am now. I don’t there. They are mostly my brother’s friends, and some of them are moving away soon as well. So what to do? I could find an apartment here with a 6 month lease and continue my job hunt, or I could move there, and be here every other weekend. I will be here a lot anyway because I’m keeping my job and commuting back and forth until I find one closer to home that is full time. This is frustrating.

    I have also begun to think of this place as my home, which is scary. I have been here for the last 5 years, so I guess it is expected. I just never wanted to settle here. What is home anyway? Is it the place I grew up with my family? Or is it here with my friends, where I have created fantastic memories over the past few years? OAR said it best with “I Feel Home:”

    I feel home,
    when I see the faces that remember my own
    I feel home,
    when I’m chilling outside with the people I know.
    I feel home,
    and that’s just what I feel.
    Home to me is reality,
    and all I need something real
    Home to me is reality,
    and all I need something real

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