1. Notes: 1 / 1 year ago 

    Did you ever dream? Were you ever a dreamer?

    When I think to my future, I see happiness. My dream is always bright and vivid. The sun is always shining, and the grass is the greenest I have seen. I am always smiling. There is a strange calm.

    My life, thus far, has been dramatic. I have always felt a dark cloud hanging over my head. I can’t help to think, however, that with each event, each instance where it seemed my world was crashing down is what makes me who I am today. I am stronger than I give myself credit for. I have overcome years of abuse, years of thinking that my family was going to break apart, the passing of my father, years of emptiness, numbness, disappointments, mistakes, and I can’t help to think that this is soon going to end, and my future, my happiness will finally come.

    As I write this, I am considering my current worries, and they don’t seem as important. I have gone through much worse and survived. I don’t need that boy. I will find a job. I will find a new place to live. I will pay my bills. So, this is where I stop worrying and stop complaining about situations that are beyond my control. This is where I take the situations that I can control and actually solve them. This is where I grow up.

    26. Open a bar

    27. Plant flowers like my grandmother’s

    28. Ride every ride at Cedar Point

    29. Create a cookbook with my favorite recipes

    30. Own a condo on the beach

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