December 2010
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November 2010
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Reflection
I haven’t updated on here in a while, but since my last update, I met a boy that turned out to be just as much of a douche as my friends told me he would be. I should probably start listening to my friends more often. As a result, I got angry and joined a dating website only to discover that the dating pool on there is more like a puddle.
I find it amazing how dependent society is on the...
October 2010
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April 2010
6 posts
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Just A Girl →
I did this a couple of years ago… sometimes I forget how goofy/dorky I am.
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My temple's been invaded, and there's nobody...
I hate when a self help book makes me feel worse about myself than I did before I consulted it. Just let me be in denial.
Also, I love when I find a song that describes my mood perfectly, no matter how depressing it is.
Sad ideas have been flooding my brain today, and this in turn causes me to remember sadder things. The smallest objects trigger things from my childhood, and these are the things...
fuckyeahmashups:
DJ Schmolli - Rude Boy Resort...
I wish I was brave enough to accomplish my goals. I’m torn between two career goals and both are going to require me to move to a city. My dream is to work in music management. I want to go back to school and get my Master’s in Entertainment Business, but at this point, I don’t want to drop another $30,000 on school. If I don’t do this, I want to be an event planner. I just...
Love this!
fuckyeahmashups:
Mashup-Germany -...
March 2010
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Where is home?
I have been considering my options over the last few days. My lease is up on my apartment in less than 2 months, and as of now, the only place I have to go is back to my mom’s house. My mom is considering moving out, so it will just be my brother and I. This will be a blast because I will have a yard with a pond, and I may actually be able to get a dog. The only thing that saddens me is that...
fuckyeahmashups:
Robin Skouteris - Requiem For A...
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We never expected this
I love hearing a song that I haven’t heard in a long time and falling in love with it all over again.
“Broken Wings” by Bleed the Dream
In a dream I spent the day with you in a carriage bought by blood. The clouds were singing songs of fear and loss, and they cut me down to size, and they cut me down to size.
Broken wings have a home tonight. No one is listening. No one is...
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The moon don't hang quite as high as it used to...
I have been thinking about individuality lately. Every person has their quirks that makes them unique. As a people watcher, I find this fascinating. With this, I have been doing some self evaluation lately. This is what makes me unique:
1. I eat one thing at a time, and if I’m using a plate, I start at 6 o’clock and go clockwise.
2. I prefer water from the bathroom sink over the...
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I like this song. It is my theme song. It makes me...
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Did you ever dream? Were you ever a dreamer?
When I think to my future, I see happiness. My dream is always bright and vivid. The sun is always shining, and the grass is the greenest I have seen. I am always smiling. There is a strange calm.
My life, thus far, has been dramatic. I have always felt a dark cloud hanging over my head. I can’t help to think, however, that with each event, each instance where it seemed my world was...
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21. Adopt a child
22. Own a Golden Retriever named Jensen
23. Brighten someone’s day
24. Lay under the stars for hours with someone special
25. Go one day without complaining
I feel like I’m creating this list but am not going to complete it. I have a lot that I want to accomplish in my lifetime, but whether or not I’m actually going to take the initiative and do it is...
February 2010
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Girls need attention, and boys need us.
11. Watch the sun come up with someone meaningful
12. Manage my own record label
13. Drive across the US
14. Fall in love… I don’t know why this isn’t higher on the list.
15. Have a perfect day, full of my favorite things.
16. See a Broadway performance
17. Meet Andrew McMahon
18. Complete BBC’s list of the Top 100 Books
19. Get my Master’s
20. Live in a...
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My Bucket List (cont.)
4. Drive a Nissan Skyline
5. Travel to Brazil
6. Live in Florida
7. Ride a Motorcycle
8. See a professional fight live
9. Gamble in a Vegas Casino
10. Go snowboarding
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Love Song
“Green Eyes” by Coldplay
Honey you are a rock Upon which I stand And I come here to talk I hope you understand That green eyes, yeah the spotlight, shines upon you And how could, anybody, deny you I came here with a load And it feels so much lighter, now I’ve met you And honey you should know, that I could never go on without you Green eyes Honey you are the sea Upon which...
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Swim
I enjoy the little things in life. Driving a car, at top speed, on a long stretch of highway excites me, and it’s one of my favorite things. Sitting on a merry go round and spinning until you are so dizzy that it’s blinding is something that everyone should experience as an adult because little kids just can’t appreciate it. Ice cream for breakfast is better than dessert.. in...
Dream Car →
0 to 60 in 3.5 seconds, 485 Horsepower, sexy… Am I drooling right now? Probably.
August 2009
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There was a meteor shower last night. I went to...
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July 2009
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As I make my way to my part time occupation, I can smell the air. It is fresh, cool, crisp, and I don’t want to leave it. The long trek gives me time to think, consider where my life is headed, and at the moment, it leads me on a monotonous path, much like a track, only I am not running. In fact, if I were running, it would be the other way, only to find that it leads to the same place. I am...
WatchI love this song! “I want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds, I heard people die while they are trying to find them.”
antpants:
Oh Lilly Allen…. be still my heart. Stoked for the New album
Walk a mile in my shoes,
and you’ll appreciate the warmth of the sun
as it shines on your back
bringing comfort and security.
Walk a mile in my shoes,
and you’ll appreciate the shade of the trees
as it sits overhead
bringing shelter and protection.
Walk a mile in my shoes,
and you’ll appreciate the life you have
for it will lead you to a path
bringing questions with no answers....
June 2009
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My Summer Nights
Currently, I’m avoiding going to sleep because I know that I have to get up and go to work in the morning. I do get to go to the pool with Heather tomorrow, hopefully.
Is it sad that the Dukum (a local bar) is my seconds home or so it seems? My best stories happen there. Like last night for instance. My friends and I went for All you can drink, and we never received so much unwanted male...
May 2009
2 posts
I wonder if people remember me as much as I remember other people. I walk around on my campus, and think, “I know stories about that person.” I can pick out faces and names of people I’ve never met or at least met once or twice. I don’t think I make that sort of impact on people though. Maybe I’m wrong. Maybe there are days when people see me on campus and say,...
April 2009
6 posts
I just want to cuddle.
Ok, so tonight was ridiculous. I’m surprised I didn’t get into more trouble. I went to a mixer to celebrate activation for the organization I’m in, and the cops show up. I should’ve known that was going to happen. Luckily, they had a vendetta against these boys because they let everyone leave if they didn’t live at the house. I still like to...
WatchI had a lot of birthdays to celebrate this week… a lot of 21st birthdays. This is how we do it in Kirksville.
The little things are worth smiling about.
I really enjoy the days when the sun is out, and I am free to appreciate the little things. I got to fly a Buzz Lightyear kite today, while staring at the trees and water of Thousand Hills Park, and it made me extremely happy. Then, I got to swing, and a little boy smiled at me. I drank a cherry limeade. It didn’t have a cherry or lime, but I didn’t realize it until the end, so I got...
There is a thin line between love and hate.
So, I just read that book, He’s Just Not That Into You because, well, let’s face it, I’m horrible at anything close to a relationship. I get too involved too fast, and I belong on that television show Tough Love because that’s what I need. I’m only 21. I’ve never been in a real relationship, and I put myself in these unhealthy situations and dwell on them for...